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Home Recordings (2007​-​2008)

by Yotam Ben Horin

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1.
Some kind of thrill Breathe, nothing could scare you. The creatures dwell under your bed. Free until they condemn you, The voices feed inside your head. We control our loneliness here by standing still. We control our emptiness with some kind of thrill. You, exist bipolarity and change yourself as expected of you. Did you ever wonder how I ever felt this way? I don't need another father figure. Your invitation is wearing thin. Settle down.
2.
Ana's Son 02:55
Ana's son I've been a minus from day one. Better known as Ana's son. I knew I wouldn't be accepted. So I let myself be infected. I'll always be remembered as someone that she could never have, and then they'll say I've gone mental. Ana's son, get your story out. Ana's son, get your story out. Ana's son, get your story out. Ana's son, get your story out. What it's like to hate everything you do. Is it because your dysfunctional, family wants to put me to rest? How could it work between me and you, when they haven't even met Ana's son? We look and feel different inside. It's not the ideal place for us. I have no room left in my head or prescripted drugs to cheer me up. Ana's son, get your story out. Ana's son, get your story out. Ana's son, get your story out. What it's like to hate everything you do. Oooh hooh, they would like you. Ana's son.
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Grey Matters 02:43
Grey matters I'm the worst person I have ever known. Maybe I should've known better. By letting you ruin me, I'll start from scratch, Opinions just don't really matter. Our world revolves around mistakes. Its how we are, the love, the hate. I slip right into something new, Then lose the taste and find a way to solitude. Been tired of the way it creeps into my life. Let me deal with my own indifference. I really hate the way you over analyze Every word with a significance. I can't recall the pouring rain, That left me dry with her in vain. We're so naïve to mean no harm, This paradox works like a charm. Grey matters when you're crumbling down. Grey matters once you hit the ground.
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Queen Of Ice 03:15
Queen of ice Queen of ice, queen of knives. I wait so long. Queen of ice, queen of lies. I fall asleep with burning eyes. I wait so long. Queen of ice, you parallyze me. She breaks me like a wave crash on the shore. She won't be needing me anymore. She takes me from the cell I call my home. Bone by bone to feel we're not alone. It's safer if we dive into the well, so we could fool the world. I know you'll do your best to climb right back and erase me if you could. I know you could be something. But you'll need to look alive. Always with a barricade, Don't let your fear wear you down.
5.
Victoria 02:52
Victoria There used to be a place to meet the saddest neighbor on happy street. Dead end summer, mid July, I've been waiting late at night. Victoria, I'm calling you. Victoria, I'm pulling through. Victoria, I'm miserable without you. Now I see you're back to life. Can you please come out tonight? Three years later, I hear the (pet) sounds. and remember how much I needed you around. Please don't leave when I ask you to go, Because something's got to change tonight. Victoria, I'm calling you. Victoria, I'm pulling through. Victoria, It all came true Victoria, right in front of you. Victoria, I'm miserable without you.
6.
Swimming with demons Daddy said I've been swimming with demons, where I'm used to being alone with myself and the sound of a beating heart. Every night it's been killing my quiet. It took away all the passion inside. There's nothing left for me to use. If this is my life then why do I belong to you? Let's raise the hell that you put me through. If this is my life then why do I belong to you? Feast your eyes on something new. Take two as I try to recover. This is me and it's what I'm going to be to you. We're like a stick and some crazy glue. It feels like I'm a part of the story where no one believes what I tell. Apartment 23 is my hell. Dealing with something, Nothing can change you when you're through Dealing with something, Nothing can change you when you're through Dealing with something, Nothing can change when your'e doomed.
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Rain on spider webs Space was killing me one time. I was milk tooth, until you pulled me out, placed me deep inside your mouth. It was safer, I won't lie. but If everything deserves a meaning, how come our love is so decieving? If i give you comfort here tonight, could you find it in you to survive? Are words enough to hold you tight, when they all seem to disintegrate? If a paint a portrait of your life, a decision and a twist of fate. But with every day you're so much closer, moving faster than a rollercoaster. If i give you comfort here tonight, could you find it in you to survive? My confessions are invisible, as you keep calling me again. Whats become of us? Rain on spider webs. We're so out of luck, we contemplate. I'll see you in a little while, I can't bare the weight of promises. On spiders. Rain on spiders. Rain on spider webs.
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Complicated love What did we mean when we said it's over? Did we die like machines in the storm? So,why in hell are we sleeping alone if we could be like the other ones? always coming back until we disown. A complicated love. There's a ghost in my room and I can't sleep with the taste of your perfume on my teeth. It may take a while until we undress. Cutting ourselves on nervousness. Hours on end until we're obsessed. A complicated love. Someday we will see ourselves being replaced By memories then we'll drown. A complicated love.
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Flight of no return Midnight brings me a friend of an old mystery. Welcome Stanley again, he is here to haunt your dreams. The day is over and my moods are put to sleep. I haven't had time to say hello. It's not right, dont leave me now. If it's your way, sort it out. The flight of no return won't bring it back. Covered up in the shade. Nevermind who you paid. Pour me old fashioned wine. Treasure in the back of my mind. The passing soul has left a fortune for us all. Sink your ship to wreck everyone. It was happening all this time, over. Just stay. Why couldn't you just stay?

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released June 12, 2011

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